After Midnight
Jun. 27th, 2002 01:55 amWe've been at the hospital for almost 6 hours and things haven't progressed much. They just stuck Cate with a IV and will start a pitocin drip soon to move things along. And I'm feeling even more helpless than I did when Nathan was born.
I think it's worse this time because I know what is to come and I'm not looking forward to seeing Cate in that much pain. Yes, she'll have a epidural when the time comes (and we'll know if it works better this time around) but I still don't want to see her suffer any more. She's been enduring all sorts of aches and pains for the last few months and I'm sure she's had enough. God knows I've had more than enough watching her go through it.
I keep telling myself that we'll get a beautiful baby. That makes me feel a little better.
I think it's worse this time because I know what is to come and I'm not looking forward to seeing Cate in that much pain. Yes, she'll have a epidural when the time comes (and we'll know if it works better this time around) but I still don't want to see her suffer any more. She's been enduring all sorts of aches and pains for the last few months and I'm sure she's had enough. God knows I've had more than enough watching her go through it.
I keep telling myself that we'll get a beautiful baby. That makes me feel a little better.